For almost 2 weeks, at 5:30 a.m., I've been livestreaming a morning watch on my church's Facebook page; it's recorded so that people who don't get up as early as I do can watch it later. When I first started thinking about doing this process, I thought that I would choose the Bible verses. But then I wondered why--after all, we have a daily lectionary.
So I've been using Phyllis Tickle's The Divine Hours. I don't read all the selections, just a few of the verses from the Psalms, the Gospel reading, and the concluding prayer. I also give time for sketching.
Here's how it usually works:
2-3 readings from Psalms
1 reading from the Gospel
1 reading from Psalms (usually a longer passage)
5-8 minutes of quiet, which I use to sketch--others might journal or meditate or do centering prayer or stretch or do yoga, . . .
concluding prayer
some sort of benediction and closing
I am really enjoying this time, and a few others tune in every day, either live or by watching the recording. I enjoy that it makes me do the readings myself and to take time for sketching. In the benediction, I send out words of hope, words I need to hear myself.
As I hear myself, I wonder how I sound to others. I feel like I sound like a 70's PBS show, if Bob Ross had ever decided to do morning devotionals.
Will I continue to do this if life returns to some semblance of normal, and I'm going to spin class? I have no idea--so much depends on so many unknowns.
But I'm happy to be doing it now--it's a small joy in this pandemic time of fear and grief.
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