I've spent all of my adult life as a teacher, and a good chunk of my adult life as a student. When my American Lit class asked me if they were my favorite students, if they were the best class, I said, "If I made a list of my top 10 or top 20 classes, they would make the list." Some of my students said, "Top 10 or top 20?"
I let the question go, but the answer would be, "It's complicated." Should I compare them all, the upper class Brit Lit classes at FAU and the Developmental English classes at Broward Community College, as it was called then? The students at the Art Institute of Ft. Lauderdale and the students at City College (not the famous one in NYC, but a South Florida health careers kind of school)--both closed now. I have taught in schools in South Carolina and South Florida, but not many places in between, and those places are very different. The University of Miami, where I taught for several years, is very different from FAU, which is very different than the local community colleges.
And yet, they are all more similar than different, all these schools where I've taught. Most of the students are interested in learning, although not all in learning the same things. All of the students want a better world with better opportunities--until recently, I'd have assumed we all did, whether in school or not. I still assume that we all want a better world with better opportunities, although some people define that all more narrowly than I once assumed.
For me, what gets a class on my top 10 or 20 list is that I leave the room feeling better than when I came in--and that can happen for a variety of reasons. I have often left the American Lit class feeling profoundly grateful for being able to teach a literature survey class one more time. I enjoy teaching Composition too, but I have no doubt that I can do a variety of that kind of teaching until the day I die, or the day that AI becomes capable of doing it. Literature survey classes have not come my way as an adjunct as often, and with the anti-Humanities feelings these days, it is a wonderful surprise to have the opportunity again.
Tonight I have the second to last class meeting of one of the best classes I've taken as a student, the seminary class that looks at the Christmas and Easter texts without all chapters about the life of Jesus in between. It's a topic that interests me, but I've taken plenty of classes that interest me. This class impresses me because of the quality of the discussion; at the end of every class, I always wish that we had more time.
Today is the start of the retreat that means so much to me, the Create in Me retreat. In the past, when I've had a Thursday night class, I've skipped it to be at the retreat. Today I won't be at the opening night activities. Just as with Quilt Camp two weeks ago, I can't bear to miss this class.
I know it could be otherwise, and I am so grateful that my seminary years are ending this way, on a strong note, that makes me wish we had more time.
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