By Kristin Berkey-Abbott
Matthew 13:31-33, 44-52
During Music Week at Lutheridge, Carl and I went to a workshop for people who are part of small choirs. I’m no trained musician, but even I could tell that my version of a small choir is very different from those folks in charge of the workshop. My version of a small choir is the type you’d find at a church that only has 70 or so people, a choir of six or seven where one or two people might be able to carry a tune or play an instrument, where the other five choir members have enthusiasm but no ability to harmonize, the kind of choir where getting everyone to sing the melody well is accomplishment enough.
At the small choir workshop, one of the leaders talked about the small Vespers choir that he leads in Minneapolis. When you hear “vespers choir,” how many people do you think are in the choir? I thought about a small size, that choir of 10 people, although with more training. Nope—his “small” Vespers choir is 70 people, which led me to wonder how many people are part of this church. In every church in my adult life, we’ve usually had less than 70 members in the congregation as a whole. It dawned on me that the workshop I thought I would be attending would actually be a very different one.
Today’s Gospel celebrates very small things and hidden things and catches of fish that must be sorted. Jesus presents them to explain “the Kingdom of Heaven.” Our 21st century ears might hear that phrase and think that Jesus is explaining exclusively about what life after death will look like. We hear Heaven and most of us probably have an image of angel choirs of thousands, pearly gates, maybe a family reunion where nobody fights and the food doesn’t disappoint. Even Aunt Evelyn’s salmon salad stays fresh and the jello compositions are delightful in Heaven.
Jesus spends much of his ministry describing the Kingdom of Heaven, which he also calls the Kingdom of God. Over and over again, he tells us that the Kingdom of Heaven Kingdom of God is among us, right here and now, that we don’t have to wait. Jesus takes every opportunity to remind us that God’s kingdom isn’t a far away place. God’s kingdom can be found in the communities we create. And they probably won’t look like the kingdoms we might expect. They might be small, like the mustard seed or the grain of yeast. They might be hidden away, like wealth or a pearl of rare price, so that very few people know they are there. They might be messy, like the net full of fish—we hear about a net full of fish and think, “Abundance!” A first century fishing audience would think of the chore of sorting them all out.
And then Jesus directs our attention to the sorting that will come at the very end of human time, when God judges all, the living and the dead.
Perhaps Jesus gives us this vision of end times to reinforce his message of being alert so that we don’t miss the Kingdom of God. All of the examples in the parables are of items easily overlooked or not noticed—yeast and mustard seeds, hidden treasure, one rare pearl. Even that catch in the nets, with the messiness of a mix of fish, is an abundance that’s easy to dismiss, if we were hoping for just one fish or type of fish to be in the net.
Humans don’t usually celebrate small things. We’re trained to equate bigness with importance: big militaries, big budgets, big buildings, big muscles, lots of followers/donors/supporters. In the economy of the world, it’s the little things that get trampled, and worse, perhaps never even noticed as they are being trampled.
Jesus turns the world’s economy on its head: from a bit of yeast comes a feast big enough for an army. From one mustard seed, a tree big enough to shelter the birds. The overlooked treasure is the greatest, and even in a catch of fish that is messy, can come abundance.
Think back over the past several weeks of parables—they all come from the same chapter in Matthew, where Jesus is trying to tell people, especially the disciples, what the kingdom of Heaven is like, in both the now and the not yet. We’ve had a variety of seeds across the past several weeks, only some of which will grow into trees like the mustard seed. We’ve had wheat and weeds mixed together, too small to sort out early. Here, too, we have seeds, along with other small things.
In some ways, the message is obvious—small is beautiful, to use that phrase from the past, that slogan which encouraged us to live in a way that is sustainable, unlike big, industrial agricultural ventures that were beginning to appear in the middle part of last century. It’s a message that is still countercultural, even in churches, where we might expect a different approach. But as our experience at Lutheridge shows, even a choir director leading a workshop on small choirs has a very different idea of what small means from what Jesus meant.
Three years ago, I first preached on this set of parables, and I had only been here two months. Back then, I thought this assignment would be temporary, nine months at most. Back then, I knew this congregation was small, but I didn’t realize how mighty this congregation is and not as hidden as I might have assumed.
All of my adult life, I’ve been a member of very small congregations, churches that had less than 50 members in the pews on Sunday mornings. We’ve had stewardship campaigns and workshops that showed us new ways to do outreach so that we could get more members. The standard thinking was that churches must grow and grow and grow so that they could survive, that church health was measured solely by size, not vibrancy.
That message of growth ignores a significant part of today’s message and the message of the parables of past weeks. If we use the metrics of the world to judge whether or not we’re doing something right and good, we may miss the larger focus that we need to see what is truly happening. If we’re counting people in pews to decide whether a church should stay open or close, we’ve taken a shallow measure of success.
That metric doesn’t include the mom who creates devotional opportunities for those in the car pool line at school; because we’re a small group, she can easily share those devotions with all of us, even if we’re not driving children to school and back. That metric doesn’t include the member who buys us all special gifts when he goes to auctions—in a larger church, he wouldn’t know our names, much less be able to buy us gifts. If I was pastor of a church with 100 members or more, I couldn’t pray for each individual person on my morning walk—unless I had several hours to walk and a memory that is stronger than mine is now.
Of course, not every small community is as vibrant as this one. That’s why the larger world loves metrics that simply ask us to quantify—why our bishops ask us for head counts or a tally of who gives money. But the larger Church is moving towards a more nuanced assessment—which is why we generate the annual reports that we do each year.
However, Jesus reminds us that even these nuanced reports will not capture all of what it means to be the community of God here on earth. As I was writing a rough draft of this sermon, I took a break to eat dinner with Eileen, an old church friend who was passing through town. After dinner, we served blueberry pie, made with the pie filling that the Rasmussens brought us all, and come to find out, Eileen had never had blueberry pie before. We talked about choir experiences past and present. Once we played in a very small church choir together, for Easter sunrise service. I was on the upright bass, she was on the ukelele, Carl was on the violin, and another friend played banjo ukelele. Our small choir of 4 led the music, all the music, for the congregation of 15 that assembled in the church’s butterfly garden. Our pastor posted pictures on Facebook.
One church member who had drifted away saw the pictures and decided to come to the later service because she remembered how much she missed the music. She hoped to hear Carl and Eileen play and sing a duet.
I wish I could tell you that lives were changed because of those moments. I wish I had some kind of climatic, zingy example to give you, to end this sermon with a bang. But then I remind myself of the parables, of the gentle teaching of Jesus who reminds us that the kingdom of God is created in small acts, not splashy ones, and the long term wealth of those acts likely will remain hidden.
We can trust that God is the ultimate music director, whether our choir has 4 people or 70. God can use any voice that shows up, and God will know how to create the best harmonies with those voices. And if our singing voices fail, God has other options: the call of the cicadas, the percussion of the rain, the late night discussions as we eat blueberry pie, the devotional time of the car pool lane, all the ways, great and small, that we create a soundtrack for the community of God that we’re building, right here, right now.