Six weeks ago, we'd have been waking up in the dark--both the literal dark of pre-sunrise, and the dark that comes after a hurricane wipes out the power. A few hours after waking up, we'd have made our way to our house through streets increasingly flooded as we got closer to our home.
That day seems a demarcating point between our carefree late summer visits with family and the autumn of our discontent. We are luckier than many--our decisions about what to trash, what to keep, and how to repair can all be delayed. Our leaking roof was fixed by pulling wads of leaves out of the gutter system.
I feel a bit like I've fallen out of time. I wonder how many others feel similarly. On the surface, all looks normal. Underneath, we're making our calculations: what to save, how much to spend, and further out, where it makes sense to live.
Right now, many of us don't have the information that we need. We haven't heard from our insurers, so we don't know how much repair money we'll have. We don't know how much or how quickly our rates will rise in the future. Will we face powerful hurricanes every year or just once a decade?
I remind myself that most of us are living this reality--many who don't live in ravaged areas don't realize that they are living this reality, but those of us who are younger than 65 will have lots of decisions to make because of our changing planet, decisions that weren't part of our calculus of younger years.
But for today, those decisions will wait--again. Today we must get back to work. Tomorrow--or some later day--we'll think about those larger decisions.
Let us pray that as we have time, we make decisions that make sense years from now. Let us pray that we look up to realize that we've gradually made our way to a better place.
feeling the feelings…
2 years ago