Another Tuesday night, another discernment phone call--this time to the person who is the director of the spiritual direction certification program at Southern Seminary. What a delightful conversation!
I learned one key piece of information. The website made me think that the on-campus intensives were held at Lenoir-Rhyne University in North Carolina. Actually, they're held on the campus of Southern Seminary in Columbia, South Carolina. The director said it's a better place to think about spiritual direction because they have a labyrinth and not one but two chapels.
We lived in Columbia for several years during grad school, and it's still close to my heart. When I think of resettling to higher ground inland, that's one of the places that calls to me. I have friends there, which means the subject of housing during the on-campus intensives won't be as hard to figure out. Columbia is within easier driving distance which gives me an option that Lenoir-Rhyne really didn't.
I asked about the reading load, which also wasn't clear to me from exploring the website. It averages to about one book a month--very doable.
I asked if any of the classes would transfer if I decided to go to seminary. As I expected, they won't. After all, it's a certificate program, not a graduate program. That's fine with me.
He asked if I was considering seminary, and I explained my trajectory. He said that some of the seminary professors worked with the group getting certification, so I'd get to know them. That would be neat.
He asked me about my favorite authors, and I told him some of them. I said, "I know that the minute I hang up the phone I'll think of a lot of others." He said, "You can call me back."
In short, he was warm and encouraging, and I've decided to apply.
Seminary still calls to me, and going through this door doesn't mean the door to seminary slams shut. This program's on-campus intensives are at times that are doable for me, in a way that others aren't. Luther Seminary's online program has 2 week intensives, which would be tough with my current job. Not impossible, but not easy.
I also worry about my ability to do some of the work that seminary would require. I'm spooked by Luther's requirement of both Greek and Hebrew--spooked and intrigued. I don't know why I'm spooked. I've always been good at languages, but I've only done French and Spanish, which were familiar in ways. Perhaps I'm spooked because I had trouble attending to Spanish class while I was teaching full-time. I wonder if it would be different as an administrator? It would probably depend on what else was going on.
So, let me keep thinking about the logistics of seminary--and in the meantime, let me get my application together. It's due by November, which will be here before we know it.
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